Thursday, October 3, 2013

Preparing Heart & Home for Baby #2




Willie FINALLY! got to complete his first solo cross country at school. This is a pretty big deal for us. For those of you that aren't familiar with what that means, it is basically a  long flight with multiple airports involved. Solo, means that Willie flew by himself. 


We are really shooting for him to complete his private pilot certification before our little girl comes.... but this past week of weather was giving us a run for our money. 


Poor Willie was scheduled almost everyday for the first flight of the day. That meant he had to get up at 4am and leave by 4:30 to make it to school by 5 to preflight the plane - on the off chance that the weather would clear up and he could fly... and it didn't happen, for a whole week.

 So, he finally got that one out of the way, 
and 2 more flights done yesterday!

The weather is looking good for the next week, so hopefully he will be able to make up for lost time. The next big flight coming up is his night cross country. That one will be with his instructor, but will be the first time he has flown at night time. 


As for me :) 


I'm just starting to feel like 
"I'm ready" for her to come.
and
I am SO happy it's fall. 

It's good for my soul. 


It's cool in the house and I've been cooking my butt off getting freezer meals ready for Baby Sister's arrival. 
2 weeks of meals so far. I'll probably do one more weeks worth (unless she comes first!) 



I discovered last night at the grocery store that Eggnog is here for the season!!
(I've had 48 ounces in less than 24 hours :D)
I can't figure out why they only sell it in half gallons. 



I had my first pumpkin spice latte and 
piece of pumpkin pie, 
and have 2 pie crusts waiting to be filled.



We have all the baby stuff washed and ready to go.
It's fun having *pink* stuff for a change :)


Her car seat is ready to go in the van.


I've been having some little contractions the past few days. Even though I know it's nothing "serious" yet,
 it's still pretty exciting when they happen :) 


Trying to slow down a bit and get some rest. 


Spend some quality alone time with Owen. 
He's got a big change coming around the corner.
Not going to be the "one and only" anymore.
bitter sweet


I'm trying to figure out who I am as a mom. 
Been meditating on these verses to try and clear out all the clutter in my head of what I think motherhood should be like...


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
and do not lean on your own understanding,
in all your ways acknowledge Him,
and He will make your path straight."  
-Proverbs 3:5-6


"do not be conformed to this world, 
but be transformed by the renewing of your mind,
so that you may prove what the will of God is,
that which is good and acceptable and perfect"
-Romans 12:2


I'm thankful for the promise of transformation 
that comes through renewing my mind in what God says and letting everything else fall to the side.
For we know that everything we can see will pass away,
but the Word of the Lord endures forever.  
His word is truth,
and what I put my hope in.


Overall, I'm feeling at peace 
as we wait to welcome home our new child.


(if you made it this far with no pictures 
thank you! and I'm proud of you!!
wish I had some to share at this time)









Thursday, July 25, 2013

Life on The Farm

Just before leaving for Alaska, we were asked by a family at our church if we had found a place to live yet. We were just planning on signing a lease at an apartment, but it wasn't our first choice since it would be more expensive than what we were previously paying while sharing the townhouse. 

They, the Altmeyers, invited us out to their home to see if we would consider coming to live with them. We said, "Sure, why not!?" 

Well you will soon see why we said, "YES!!!" to their amazing offer. 

We technically moved in about 1 week before leaving for Alaska. But have been officially here since returning in June. I'll give a tour of our apartment in another post, but for now here's a little of "Around the Farm" 





View from our bedroom window... Mt Spokane


Owen relaxing on the front porch


The Garden. from the back; Corn, potatoes, a few kinds of tomatoes, best dang sweet squash in the world, yellow squash, zucchini,  beans, cucumbers, onions, blueberries, eggplant, and cilantro, with sunflowers and beans along the far right fence. Raspberries fencing in the left and rear.

Fresh picked breakfast from the garden.


Karen's beautiful roses. She has all sorts of flowers EVERYWHERE. 
It's beautiful


Oh yea, and we have Raspberries. :)


LOTS OF RASPBERRIES


The sign I spent a lot of time making that sits at the end of the driveway.


And the sign I whipped up real quick, that sits on the other end of the driveway.



We've got 4 Long, tame, rows like this


and 6 short, wild rows .... like this
(they look scary... but this is where the good berries are!)
Hello sunflower :)


Wade working in the field on the other side of the driveway. 


Taking a walk down our driveway.


The Garden.





The Altmeyers let us work the patch to make some extra money.
(and there is Owen running around with his pants off)




This is all the pictures I have for now. I feel like Im finally settling in and getting back to my old self. Look forward to sharing soon about getting ready for baby #2! 
By the way, ITS A GIRL! ETA October 19, 2013




Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Alaska Internship!!!!

          Wow, we apologize for not posting as frequently as we originally desired to. Our computer broke the second week we were in Alaska and we weren't able to get it fixed until we were back in Spokane.  I saw the last post was from our first week in Alaska and now, two months later, we already find ourselves back in Spokane getting settled into our new basement apartment. I plan on starting flight school again on the 15th of July. Lord willing by the end of the semester I will be a certified private pilot!! 

I thought this post can be dedicated to a brief overview of our trip to Alaska. 




          For starters, the ministry organizations I was involved with for the majority of my time in Alaska were Send North and Arctic Barnabas Ministries. Send North is a part of Send International and their goal is to “mobilize God’s people and engage the unreached in order to establish reproducing churches.” Arctic Barnabas stated mission is to “strengthen and encourage pastor and missionary families to effectively advance the Gospel of Jesus Christ throughout remote Alaska and Northern Canada.” 


In the unlikely event of an "off field" landing, it is recommended we fly in full winter gear. 

Due to schedules always changing I quickly learned that flexibility was essential while living in Alaska. I didn’t have a specific schedule planned for my time there other than a hopeful idea of possibilities. When an opportunity came up to go into the bush or go to a conference and it was affordable I jumped at the opportunity. When things weren’t happening else where I would be at the hangar helping wherever I could. I spent the first week and a half in Kenia working with Arctic Barnabas, going to meetings, learning more about their ministry, and meeting the staff. I then was given the task of washing planes, sorting bolts, and making a list of a bunch of Piper Navajo parts. During those first two weeks I went to MARC, Samaritans Purse, and Soar Ministries hangars for a visit. Then, a seat opened up for me to go with a team to Port Alsworth to help in the kitchen for a family camp Tenaylian Bible Camp was hosting. The camp went from Friday to Sunday. Haley and Owen stayed behind in Kenai when I left for the weekend and helped look after the children of a family that was also going to the camp.  



Weighing and organizing the airplane for our 3 hour flight to Galena.
This was the primary Airplane we flew in our whole time in Alaska. 



The next week Haley, Owen and I flew with Paul to Galena, which is considered a hub village for Send missionaries to get further implemented into Bush life before they would be sent into an even smaller village. This was a planned trip (after our trip to Aniak fell through) to stay for three weeks helping, learning, and observing ministry, culture, and the basics to living in Bush Alaska. 

While there I was given the freedom to take some initiative in learning from the missionaries. I spent a lot of time helping the pastor and other missionaries with odd jobs like chopping wood, moving wood, and chopping some more wood. Through that time I was able to learn a lot about the struggles they face living in such a secluded place filled with people who don’t have much hope or trust in anything. We also went to a few community events like the schools science fair as well as some youth events held by Young Life. Other than helping with different chores, Haley, Owen and I got travel to Buckland, which is a village about an hour west of Galena to visit a young missionary couple who just moved there to minister to the youth.



This is an arial picture of Buckland. 

Chopping wood with Chris Kopp


Also while staying in Galena another seat opened up for me to travel to Huslea, which is an even smaller village than Galena, where the Ernst family  has lived for the past 23 years. This trip gave me an even greater perspective of what it would be like to live in a village in Alaska. I only spent a day there before traveling back to Galena. By this time we only had a little over a week left before we headed back to Kenia. Over all, our entire trip to the bush was very successful in learning so much about life, ministry, and the importance of fully relying on God’s word. The final two weeks back in Kenia I worked at the hangar and Haley and I got to attend a weeklong conference Send North was having for all their missionaries who were serving in the Bush. This in itself was extremely helpful and encouraging.






My goals for this internship were to; better understand practicalities of living in Alaska, specifically bush Alaska; see the overall process of ministry (serving bush villages); get a better understanding of family dynamics with native cultures; build relationships; grow in my walk with God; gain further discernment of direction for future; be intentional about learning; grow deeper in prayer; learn more about weather and planning flights around it; serve as Christ served; learn the needs within big and small villages; and learn dynamics of small villages and the role of the church with in it. God answered my prayer even more abundantly than I thought. Not only did God give me many opportunities to learn many different aspect of Alaska, and build a lot of relationships, but He also grew my family closer together through this experience.


Port Alsworth ... amazing


         Personally I was stretched in many ways. One in particular was regarding what I was putting my confidence in.  I think I put a lot of pressure on my self to “be” a good Christian and “be” a good missionary and “be” a good dad and husband, but I find I fail a lot. In doing so, other people's opinions matter more than they should a lot of times.

 God was working in my heart before this internship in this area, but on this trip I read a verse in Jeremiah  17 that said, 

“But blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in Him.” 

As I was learning about the suicide rates, sexual abuse, alcoholism, hopelessness among people, and the average expectancy of missionaries living in the bush, God gave me that verse. I was encouragement to let go of thinking that I have to make myself “good enough” and I have to push myself hard enough to get through whatever it is that is going on at the time - and instead trust in the Lord and have confidence in Him, not in myself. 

       One of my goals was to get further discernment of whether or not Alaska is where God is calling us to and I believe God did give us more clarity, but not in the way I first expected. Instead of getting more clarity on Alaska specifically I believe God has given Haley and I a greater peace and contentment in waiting on Him. I think it also goes back to the confidence thing. We know God in His timing will give us the next step. I can trust that He is in control no matter what the circumstances are on the outside, He will always be faithful. Alaska is a possibility, but we didn't get the "green light" while we were there. 

 More Pictures Below!!!

 Minutes after this picture was taken, we saw a big brown bear on the shore behind Owen. If you zoom in on this picture... it is in there we just didn't know at the time!




We saw LOTS of Moose on our trip.


View of the lake from the Spadey's home in Kenai

The marina in Homer 




In Port Alsworth 




Haley and Owen were backseat buddies on all of our 4 seater flights. I sat next to the pilot in the front 2 seats. 
Going through the mountain pass


Owen did great on all of our flights in the small aircrafts! 
... Haley, not so much :) The longer flights made her queezy.... but it's ok, she's pregnant

The place we were house sitting while in Galena.




Took a day trip to Russian River on our last week in Kenai. There was a great trail to walk. 




There is the Bear we saw on our walk! (center of the river bank)

A moose and her twins walked right through the back yard of the house we were staying at in Kenai.
(this picture was taken well after 10pm and its still very light outside) 


On a trail during a day trip to Seward our last weekend in Alaska.



The end of the trail (for us anyway... it went a few more miles)




Thank You So Much to those who supported us to go on this internship!! 
One regret is, I wish we got more pictures of all the people we were able to meet...